Hello,It's been a while since I've so much as visited this page. A lot has happened. But to shorten the last 3 year into something smallish, I'll just say I grew from each happy as well as painful experience. I've lost people I didn't expect to lose to soon, and I've grow from each painful experience. Everything in life does happen for a reason. And even though we don't want to admit that reason, the reason could just be we're stupid and make ridiculous choices. Anyway, I am currently a freshmen in college. It's a new experience for me, and at times I think I can't handle it, but them I think to my self, I can do this cause I'm no one to give up. I graduated from a theatre arts high school and I can't seem to get away from theatre. Something about it just intrigues me to the fullest. Even though I love it, I don't want to pursue my career in it. I want to be a pediatrician. And probably perform on the side. Cause lets face it, after being on Broadway, writing, producing, and performing my own play, it's not that easy to walk away.

The Masked

I wore this mask, not to trick you, or to fool you for that matter. I ware this mask because I am afraid that if I let people see what is really behind my eyes, they'll see my fears, and they'll use it against me to do there bidding's. I put on a brave face were ever I go, but I'm still human and I also have fears, some stronger then others. I am not a hero by any means but what I am, is a perfect me. <3

My truth is here

I may not be the best person that you want to talk to, but just know that if anything happens, I'll be right here and you'll always have my shoulder to cry on. Unlike other people, I won't abandoned you in you're time of need. You basically saved my life and the best I can do to repay that debt is to help you to my fullest extend. I hate to be a burden on others, but if you need me, you can count on me, I'll definitely be there.
I don't want you to feel as if you're alone in this world and as if you have no one to turn to like I did. I want you to realize that I'm here and I may not be enough to satisfy you're hunger for the love of other's, but I'll give you as much as I can because you're my best friend and it's the lest I can do for my like saver. :)

In This Life ..............

In this life there's many things to do and little time to do them.
In this life there's many things to regret but it's best not to.
In this life there's many things to try on but never enough time.
In this life many people may aggravate you but it's best to ignore them.
In this life there are many pretty things but little time to adore them.
In this life many people will let you down but it's just an obstacle you must over come.
In this life when one door closes, another door opens.
In this life people will challenge you.
In this life people will hate you.
In this life other's will envie you for what you have and they don't.
In this life what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
In this life sometimes the best thing to do is hold in you're anger.
In this life you feel like you want to explode at times.
In this life you'll feel as if it's you against the world.
In this life you'll get hurt.
In this life people will be different, and we must accept that.
In this life were all the children of God.
In this life I Love You, But I Can't Have You.

20 Thinks About Me Now

1. I'm 14 years old
2. My favorite colors are red, blue and green- red being the best
3. I'm still a tomboy
4. I love to write
5. I love to read
6. I love to sing
7. I enjoying texting more then talking over then phone
8. I love sports
9. I don't like the color pink all that much
10. My family Idol is my cousin who is 4 years older then me
11. My singing Idol is Taylor Swift because at times I feel like her songs understands exactly how I feel.
12. I enjoy acting
13. I enjoy dancing
14. I love the way my school works and all but I hate that we have no sports
15. My patients is like 1 inch long
16. I still have my kid side locking inside of me
17. I pretend like things are easily to motivate other people without letting then know it even thought I may struggle with it. 
18. My favorite numbers are 3,5,7,11 and 18
19. I love hearts <3<3<3<3<3
20. And I haven't been in love...... yet 

Damn I Miss You

I wake up in my bed every morning alone and I think, 'What happen to all the love we had?'
Everyone I know tells me to just forget about you,
Because you hurt me and you can't make up for it,
But no matter how hard I try to listen to them I can't
I still think about you
I still miss you
and
I still love you.

P.S. wow its been alone time sing I'v written anything, well I think this is my first post for 2012, so yea ::: DDDDD.

The Girlfriend Break Up.

1. Pretend you are the girlfriend in this video. Write a break-up email to your boyfriend now that you know he broke into your social networking account. Include all the reasons that led to your decision to break up with him.

-I cant believe you didn't just come up to me and ask me about it. I thought we had a better relationship then that. I thought that if their was something going on, that you would come up to me and tell me about it. But NO, you had to break into my account, showing me you don't trust me, and, and i can't have that. I need a relationship with a person they will trust me and that wouldn't hurt me. You didn't hurt me, but you didn't trust me either with is not what I need. Next time, when you have a girlfriend, make sure you go to her for anything, or else this same thing just might happen.

Coming Out

1) What was a memorable story, video, or quote you saw?

- A Memorable video I saw was the one with the quotes that said "I just felt,like you know, i like this girl". I found this a memorable video because it was interesting how she never thought about a girl like that before and now she fell in love with her. I also find this memorable because she was looking forward to prom with her girlfriend, even though she thought that she was going to go with a boy, she's going with a girl and it actually really cute.

2) If you could speak out to a group of homophobes (those who hate gay people) what would you say to them?

-I would say they have no right to hate gay people. People should be attracted to who their attracted to. I personally don't have a problem against gay people, I don't have any gay relatives, but I have gay and bisexual friends and I don't care. I say "let people love, like, or be attracted to whom ever they want, its their decision not ours.

The Break In Boyfriend Story

1. Which answer did you pick first? Why?

The answer i pick 1st was the first one, "Break into her page when she's not around and cheak her messages" I know this is not the / answer but i picked it because I was curious about what she was going to say.

2. Can you think of other things that people do online that they wouldn’t normally do in person? Give examples.

- Some things people would do online that they wouldn't do in person is call each other different names, makes fun of others and other things that can make people cry or really pissed.

3. How important is your privacy online? Do you care if your friends know your passwords? If you have one, do you let anyone view your Facebook pages? Explain.

- I find my privacy to be very important. I would appreciate if people violate it without my permission. I don't really tell my friends my password to my online accounts but if i were to do that, i would give it to my closest friends, people i KNOW I can TRUST. I don't have a facebook, but if i had one, I would, like everyone I know, put my page on private so that they can only see what I want them to see, and only people that are on my friends list can see my entire profile.

Ayiti Game

1) How is Ayiti different from 3rd World Farmer? How is it the same?

-Ayiti and 3rd World Farmer are simalar because you have to have then work to earn money to survive. They are different because Ayiti has a school to educate their kids and a hospial to send that sick to, 3 World Farmer doesn't. Also 3 World Farmer is just a house and the field to plant things.

2) What strategies did you use? For example, did you combine work and school, or did you send everyone to work? Which worked? Which did not?

- I would agree that id depends on how u think things out while playing. For example, the first time i played, i send 2 kids so school, the parents to work and the remaining child to work at the farm. Now this immidiatly backed fired because by the end of the first sesaon i went for 400 dollars to 120 dollar, them by the second season i had -300 dollars. It wasn't really a good idea because the children going to school waisted all the money. Them on my like 3 or 4 time trying the game i found out the less you waest money the more you have to live a better living condition.

3) Why would parents choose to devote so much effort to sending their children to school? What obstacles did you face in trying to keep them in school?

-I think the parents devoted so much effort in sending the children to school because if the kids have a good education, the will have a better opertunity in getting a better job when they are send to work.

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4. What would the game “Lower East Side: The Cost of Life” look like? What choices would your family have to make to be happy, healthy, have money, and be well-educated. What obstacles would stand in your way?

-My description of a happy and healthy family in the lower east side, is a family that is always their for one another, the try to be their in the familey members ups and down. My perfect description of a FAMILY in general is a family that acually cares for their family, and that at the end of the day, their right by you'r side wheather they want you their or not. :-)

My description of a happy,healthy have money and well- educated family may seam long and hard but its really not.

My Answer Is

Hey baby. You want a pic of me without all the gear on, sure no problem let me just take it n ill send it.

NOT. You must be on crack if you think ill send you a nude pic of me. I thought you were the type of person that cared for me because of who I was not what I wear. You want that picture of me, keep trying, never gonna happen.This is my answer for many reasons

1. I'm not reunion my future for someone like you

2. Boyfriends come and go but friends stay a while, if i send it to you, you'll back stake me, and if that happened their wanna be their for me you'll just be happy that u finally saw a girl nude for the first time in you're life.

P.S. If it ain't obvious were over!!!111 ;-)

have fun making another person being their like i was ;-) .

Rock, Paper, Scissors Game

Learn more about this project

This is my rock.paper,scissors game. I worked really worked hard on it and it was difficult but fun.

Have fun lol ;-)

Immigrants Detention

1) Describe with as much detail as possible, what the detention centers are like (i.e., the bathrooms, medical facilities, cells, solitary confinement, etc.)

- The detention centers are basically like hell. The bathrooms have no privacy, and the stalls have no door. This way, it is easy to rape or sexual harass a person. The cells have small little toilets that are never cleaned. And the solitary confinement are the worst of all. These confinement places are what happens to someone who is being disobedient. In other words if the officers think that you are being disrespectful to them, the will beat you and lock you in these rooms for a few weeks and once you get out you'r not afraid but you'r scared beyond belief.

2) How did playing this game make you feel?

- Playing this game mad me fell happy but at the same time I fell sad and little mad, bacialy mixed motions. I felt happy because I was happy that no one I know is in these kind of detention centers. I felt sad because these people get torchered with out end. And I also felt mad because, yes these people are immigrants, but that is no reason to lock them away from the world and keep them their for, only God knows how long. I just down understand how people could be so cruel, there are cruel people in this world but this cruelness is beyond passing the line.

3) What do you think the Unites States should do differently with their immigrants?

- I think what the United States should do nothing with the immigrants. The United States should send these immigrants back to the country to get their green cards. Yes it may be unfair but if you think about it it's better them having them locked up were they have no chance to do anything about it.

How is it that your so different??

I remember siting under that old oak tree behind your house eating fruit while watching the bird's fly around and chirping. At the age 7 we didn't really care for anything but fun. But looking at you now it's impossible to tell the difference. When we were kids I had long brown hair that looked perfect in any weather next to your dirty blond hair. I used to love to play with your hair as we talked about everything and anything. But now, 8 years later, were 15 and you changed more then I thought was possible. I mean yes I cut my hair but it grew again. Other then growing my hair, height and image, I barley changed how I am inside. Now-a-days I'm very athletic and I'm not 'That little girl that used to hide behind that little boy because she's shy', but I'm 'That girl that doesn't have problems with people. That can fit in anywhere and is lovable but also has a bad side.' But you. You changed the way you act. You still have your blue eyes and dirty blond hair but the way you act is completely  different. Back then we were inseparably, now you don;t even want to hear my name. Why is it that your acting like this to me. I always turned to you for advice on everything but now I can't.

What If We Never Anything .....

what were to happen if we never meet
would you be happy
would you be sad

what were to happen if we never kissed
would you be exited
or would you be depressed

what if i never said hi to you
would you still have those fealigs for me
or would you hate me

what if you never heard me sing
would you think that you still havent found you'r perfect girl
or would you be happy that this never happened

please tell me because I'm lost and i can't find my way anywhere.

Fortune Teller Game

This is my fortune teller game. You click the spacebar and the asker asks a question then the fortune teller answers it. Have Fun.

My Dice Game

The Car Race

I'm sorry really

I'm truly sorry for what i did. I'm trying to ignore you because if the time comes where we should talk, I won't know what to say, I ran out of excuses and I don't want to lose you but I think I already have. What I did was not okay in whatever direction anyone looks at it from. But no matter what I say you just can see how badly i feel about it. I can't regret it because I can't regret life. Regret is what makes people live in the past and i don't want that for myself or anyone I know. Words can describe how much I want you back as a friend but I think it's not possible. I'm truly sorry. I just want my best-friend back.

BFFL= Best-Friend For Life

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