Hello,It's been a while since I've so much as visited this page. A lot has happened. But to shorten the last 3 year into something smallish, I'll just say I grew from each happy as well as painful experience. I've lost people I didn't expect to lose to soon, and I've grow from each painful experience. Everything in life does happen for a reason. And even though we don't want to admit that reason, the reason could just be we're stupid and make ridiculous choices. Anyway, I am currently a freshmen in college. It's a new experience for me, and at times I think I can't handle it, but them I think to my self, I can do this cause I'm no one to give up. I graduated from a theatre arts high school and I can't seem to get away from theatre. Something about it just intrigues me to the fullest. Even though I love it, I don't want to pursue my career in it. I want to be a pediatrician. And probably perform on the side. Cause lets face it, after being on Broadway, writing, producing, and performing my own play, it's not that easy to walk away.

The Masked

I wore this mask, not to trick you, or to fool you for that matter. I ware this mask because I am afraid that if I let people see what is really behind my eyes, they'll see my fears, and they'll use it against me to do there bidding's. I put on a brave face were ever I go, but I'm still human and I also have fears, some stronger then others. I am not a hero by any means but what I am, is a perfect me. <3

My truth is here

I may not be the best person that you want to talk to, but just know that if anything happens, I'll be right here and you'll always have my shoulder to cry on. Unlike other people, I won't abandoned you in you're time of need. You basically saved my life and the best I can do to repay that debt is to help you to my fullest extend. I hate to be a burden on others, but if you need me, you can count on me, I'll definitely be there.
I don't want you to feel as if you're alone in this world and as if you have no one to turn to like I did. I want you to realize that I'm here and I may not be enough to satisfy you're hunger for the love of other's, but I'll give you as much as I can because you're my best friend and it's the lest I can do for my like saver. :)

In This Life ..............

In this life there's many things to do and little time to do them.
In this life there's many things to regret but it's best not to.
In this life there's many things to try on but never enough time.
In this life many people may aggravate you but it's best to ignore them.
In this life there are many pretty things but little time to adore them.
In this life many people will let you down but it's just an obstacle you must over come.
In this life when one door closes, another door opens.
In this life people will challenge you.
In this life people will hate you.
In this life other's will envie you for what you have and they don't.
In this life what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
In this life sometimes the best thing to do is hold in you're anger.
In this life you feel like you want to explode at times.
In this life you'll feel as if it's you against the world.
In this life you'll get hurt.
In this life people will be different, and we must accept that.
In this life were all the children of God.
In this life I Love You, But I Can't Have You.

20 Thinks About Me Now

1. I'm 14 years old
2. My favorite colors are red, blue and green- red being the best
3. I'm still a tomboy
4. I love to write
5. I love to read
6. I love to sing
7. I enjoying texting more then talking over then phone
8. I love sports
9. I don't like the color pink all that much
10. My family Idol is my cousin who is 4 years older then me
11. My singing Idol is Taylor Swift because at times I feel like her songs understands exactly how I feel.
12. I enjoy acting
13. I enjoy dancing
14. I love the way my school works and all but I hate that we have no sports
15. My patients is like 1 inch long
16. I still have my kid side locking inside of me
17. I pretend like things are easily to motivate other people without letting then know it even thought I may struggle with it. 
18. My favorite numbers are 3,5,7,11 and 18
19. I love hearts <3<3<3<3<3
20. And I haven't been in love...... yet 

Damn I Miss You

I wake up in my bed every morning alone and I think, 'What happen to all the love we had?'
Everyone I know tells me to just forget about you,
Because you hurt me and you can't make up for it,
But no matter how hard I try to listen to them I can't
I still think about you
I still miss you
and
I still love you.

P.S. wow its been alone time sing I'v written anything, well I think this is my first post for 2012, so yea ::: DDDDD.

The Girlfriend Break Up.

1. Pretend you are the girlfriend in this video. Write a break-up email to your boyfriend now that you know he broke into your social networking account. Include all the reasons that led to your decision to break up with him.

-I cant believe you didn't just come up to me and ask me about it. I thought we had a better relationship then that. I thought that if their was something going on, that you would come up to me and tell me about it. But NO, you had to break into my account, showing me you don't trust me, and, and i can't have that. I need a relationship with a person they will trust me and that wouldn't hurt me. You didn't hurt me, but you didn't trust me either with is not what I need. Next time, when you have a girlfriend, make sure you go to her for anything, or else this same thing just might happen.